Some origins of fire

The sun raised again, after the dark hill I was in, the storm couldn´t shatter me and now I´m here ready for something new, ready to change. So I´ll try to stay silent while my words explode like hand grenades, sometimes the pressure is too much to keep inside, you just have to let it out before the time bomb blows up in your face.

So there will always be issues that try to pin you down to the floor, there will always be people that try to get you down, but in the end you might be looking farther ahead than you need to, the happiness that you desire, that you are so exasperatingly in need of, may be closer to you than you would ever believe it to be. This way before you let the sad feelings that are always lurking around you, get you down, destroy you, extinguish the fire that was previously led inside of you, stay calm, think straight, figure out the things that surround you before, you even try to comprehend yourself, this way it is much easier to remain alive, otherwise you will feel like you are buried alive, and alone in this world, you will be blinded by chains.

Its the warmness on the soul, that keeps us from the fall, we all have some origins of fire, mine is, reigniting. Happiness is ephemeral it truly is, but we can come closer to it or at least grasp its concept, when we find ourself, when we get to the place we truly need to be at, to where we shouldve gone from the beginning had we not been such foolish brats, if we had decided to move on earlier we could´ve avoided walking down this barren path, but no matter how long you deviate, you will eventually find yourself back in your place.

Destruction brings to creation of something better, of something true, of something beautiful. :)